This is my favorite song from a really good movie. If you guys haven’t seen Finding Nemo by Disney, you should
find it online and stream it Oops I mean buy it and watch it! Yeah, sure… Anyway, Dori (one of the main characters) comes to Marlin and sings him a song to help him keep going to find his son, Nemo. It is one of the most influential songs in my life. Basically it means to just keep going even when the tides are rough, just keep swimming. It goes like this:
Dori: Hey Mr. Grumpy Gils. -with a weird face on her fish head-
When life gets you down you know what you gotta do?
Marlin: I don’t know what you gotta do.
Dori: Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming swimming swimming What do we do? We swim swim swim.
After this Dori just adds a whole bunch of unnecessary stuff. You can watch this YouTube video if you want to hear/watch it for yourself.
Anyway, ever since I broke up with my ex almost 3 years ago, I’ve had un-/self-diagnosed depression, ADD, and self-esteem/self-confidence issues. Among others. As of earlier this month, I scheduled myself to see a therapist for the first time and last week I had my first appointment and basically it was just an overview appointment where he saw the reason for me coming in and such. My first, what I call, “real” appointment is coming this coming Wednesday. I’m scared and nervous but I am hoping he can help me.
I’m hoping that by my birthday I will be less-depressed and I will have a handle on everything especially since I admit to all of my issues and I know to some point what is causing them. I just don’t know or am too scared to solve them.
This summer I am moving out and I’m really excited! I’ve been wanting to move out since I graduated in 2011 but my family either didn’t have the money or I was going to school online and I didn’t have a reason to “have to” move out. Now that I am in my Bachelor’s Degree for Elementary Education I have to go to class as opposed to going online. Which means I have to move out! WOO HOO! We are still going through the details and we haven’t found a place whether it is an apartment or a house (my mom is paying the rent/mortgage and she hasn’t decided which one she wants to buy as she wants to move down to Jacksonville, FL within the next 2 years so this house would possibly be her’s and ours) but we are looking as we need it by the end of July. I’m so excited over this! <3
Well, that’s all. I just wanted to post some kind of life update in this neglected blog. Between all of my sites it has been easy to neglect this site. I plan to blog more though! 🙂