So, I have finally dumped the one person holding me back from doing everything I want to do. He wasn’t really holding me back as much as you would think but he was definitely holding me back.
(I did post a link to this on Facebook because I hope he reads this because I have no other way of talking to him since he didn’t/hasn’t paid his phone bill)
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I know I just blogged but I had to get this out there and I felt like my other blog wasn’t well written anyway. Hahahaha.
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So I applied to go to Auburn University today. The application fee was $50 and I am was on the phone with my current college (Florida State College at Jacksonville) trying to do the last step as I type this I have to fax a form to my college and tell them where to send it to. I have to send Auburn a letter of good standing to Auburn.
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I’ve finally come around and decided to blog. Amazing right?
I just haven’t had the motivation to return comments until today. :)
I have officially opened my forum (as of 2 minutes ago) StarsFalling MB. It has a new look and new reasons to give people to post! Read the newest announcement for more details.
I am having tons of issues lately. If you read my last blog post You can see what I have been through the past 6 months (easier to give you background that way).
Boy 3 is the most amazing guy. He treats me the way I am supposed to be treated, he cares about me, so I am falling for him, naturally.
Well, now I am having some issues. I live in Alabama right now and have been living here for almost 7 years now (7 in July). Ever since we moved here from Florida I have wanted to move back to Florida. I just love it there.
I was talking to my friend and here is the whole conversation => Conversation.
If I were to move out, I would like it to be in August but I don’t have the sufficient funds even though my mom is paying for rent (due to me spending all my money /slaps self across the face) but I really don’t care. I am tired of waiting for something to happen. Ever since I broke up with Boy I have needed to get out of Alabama…and I did for a week, it was nice. These cities (one where I work and one where I live) just depress me too much. I can’t go even 1 day without thinking about Boy at least once…either because someone reminds me of him (which he does) or because I drive past his house in the mornings (going to work) and at night (coming home from work). I could go the other way but I don’t really want to…. It isn’t any longer just a way where I don’t pass his house/street.
That is pretty much everything…I don’t know what to do anymore….I have ADD so I am very indecisive and these are life choices that will affect me forever….I don’t want to make the wrong one….I am going to talk to him when I see him tomorrow/Monday but I have to be able to see him first.
Any advice?
Today I want to talk about the past 6 months of my life. I feel the need to get it off my chest.
So, these past 6 months have been the most interesting of any of the months that I have had so far. If we go back in time. In August I has un-happily in love with my (now ex) boyfriend, Boy (name changed for his benefit). Well, boy and I had been dating for 2 years and (almost) 9 months now and I was starting to get fed up with his antics and such. He was a very selfish person and he is cheap (which I didn’t mind at first but after a while it got very annoying). I never really received any gifts from him and when Idid they weren’t that expensive…Now, I’m not sayin ghtat Iwant something expensive but his gifts always cost under $10 which is really bad…almost disrespectful…
Recently, I’ve been going through one of my ‘buy like crazy and screw saving money’ phases and it has been really hard for me. This tends to happen when I feel like something in my life has got to change but I know that nothing will change until I move out. It is irritating at times but I am getting through it.
What have I been wanting to get?
At first it was a new computer but I filled that by purchasing the HP Pavilion Desktop with 8GB of Memory and 1TB of Hard Drive and an AMD Quad-Core Processor (read more about it on best buy’s website).
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I know I have no excuse for telling anyone about my disappearance from the hosting world. No ands, ifs, or buts about it. I am done with hosting forever.
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As you may notice I have moved my blog to Tumblr!!! I did this so that I would have the ability to post when I have downtime at work (like now) as well as just outside of the house.
I decided to move my blog to tumblr and for comments to use cBox. :)
While it is not seemless it is a lot better than having to worry about space and such on my hosting that I had with Georgina. I am going to use another domain with her to keep that active for now but I am mainly going to use it for a landing page or something as there isn’t much space on there but enough for one person.
I was planning on doing this meme with Ashley and Hiro to do this but I recently purchased a car and the night I was going to do this I forgot then that next day I was at work, then I purchased the car (right after work) then I went home, messed around and ate for a few minutes, then slept. SO….This is two days late. I’m sorry to all of you that wanted me to post it and got pissed off that I didn’t post it and felt let down because of this. I just put my offline life before my blog and any comments I may have and my online life (websites) and if I tend to forget or get too lazy to do stuff for my websites I just let it go as I am not letting my sites stress me out any more than I am already stressed out due to work.
Hello, Everyone! My sister tends to listen to the radio as she falls asleep (I gave her my old iHome since I don’t need it anymore) so when I wake up it is what I hear, it is low but I still hear it. Well, while I was working on my site earlier I heard this song. I couldn’t help but mouth along. I love this song. P!NK is such an amazing singer, like OMG. She does the ‘bad girl’ thing really well even when she has a child. GO P!NK!
I have started a new weight loss journey.
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I am going to post a vlog which I will add to this blog once it is up but this is pretty much what I am going to say in the vlog.
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You may see a huge change on the website today. That is because I decided to downgrade to FanUpdate 3. I decided to do this because WordPress was giving me way too many errors and I did not want to deal with all of the stupid errors. I haven’t really had many issues with FanUpdate and it is more reliable than WordPress at this point so here I am! I have a new New Year’s themed layout with the navigation on the bottom of the page instead of the top. I love the way it turned out! Tell me what you think! Onto the blog…..
With that said, let’s get back to the main event. How do T-Mobile and Verizon compare?
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I have officially blogged! Woo! I am starting a giveaway on Berry Sweet Host’s blog (which will open when the giveaway starts). I will update this post with a link to the giveaway as soon as it opens. I may even blog again when I start the giveaway tomorrow! :O I know, shocking right?! hahahaha. Anyway, I am working as hard as I can to open StarsFalling MB but right now my host and I are working to see why the domain is giving everyone (including myself) a 403 error. Once that is cleared up I have 1 layout to make for it and then to add the hacks I want and topics/forums I want and then I can open it! I plan to open it before February but with work, I am not sure how fast this is going to get done (as I am pacing myself because if I don’t, it will never reopen hahahaha).
Onto the blog…. Part-Time versus Full-Time jobs or vice versa.
